19

So lonely in, in this life
Surround myself with people just to make me feel alive
I don't know how to calm down
Just spend my nights and tip the bottle up inside my mouth
"I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say
They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days

So let's just go back to the party
Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before
And I'm not asking, and I'm not sorry

I'm just tryna clear my mind
I'm fucked up
Just enough to clear my mind
'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
I'm fucked up
Just enough to clear my mind

No, I'd rather change last night
My body froze the second that I looked into my eyes
I'm freaking out, can you tell?
My hands are shaking in my pocket so I hide them well
'Cause, "I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say
They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days

So let's just go back to the party
Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before
Before

'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
And I'm fucked up
Just enough to clear my mind
'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
I'm fucked up
Just enough to clear my mind