Honey Bee

My sunflower, honeybee
Is your pain so shy that I can't see it?
You hate me now and that can't be
My responsibility
I pray to god that we find peace
Underneath the redwood trees
You pierced my heart and now it stings
But I still want your company

The birds are watching over
As I bleed out on the dirt
Heartbreak turned me to a statue
Here to decorate the earth
And men who want a bitch, you finally got one you can't keep
Because I can't say I love you without lying through my teeth

I still love someone who hurt me just like everybody else
I want someone who don't deserve me after putting me through hell
But I'd sit here in the fire with you once more to warm up
Everytime I think "it can't get worse than this," it always does
(when I think it can't get worse)
It always does

I'll lose track of the seasons dear
Stay inside for half the year
Cus everything still feels like you
The warm, the cold, the old, the new

One day Ill have a real front lawn
A porch for us to catch up on
Some fancy black coffee machine
You picked up that habit from me

The truth hurts, and I'll face it
When I open up my eyes
Heartbreak took away my virtue
Stripped me of my old disguise
And men who want a bitch, life finally made one out of me
Now I cant say I'm happy without lying through my teeth

I still love someone who hurt me just like everybody else
I want someone who don't deserve me after putting me through hell
But I'd sit in the fire with you once more to warm up
Every time I think it can't get worse than this
It always does
(When I think it can't get worse)
It always does

When I think there's no way I can miss you more
When I think there's no tears left to cry, there are
Because you pierced my heart