Filth

[Verse 1]

Everything was green when August came about

Fall was around the corner and my year had just turned sour

I was trapped inside a little empty room

And Christmas time decidedly came soon

[Refrain]

Oh, I was tryin' to

Let it all just fade away

Oh, I tried to

You're not the only one who's havin' a bad day

[Verse 2]

Tried fillin' out the spaces, tried fittin' in with my friends

I'll bury my emotion in this social interaction and

I still feel alone and I'm still stuck inside

I might as well have bought a car and hope that it would learn to drive

[Refrain]

'Cause I'm not movin' on

I'm just hangin' out inside of my own filth

And I'm not provin' myself to anyone

I'm tired of carryin' around this guilt

[Chorus]

I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I've tried every way I can

I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I've tried every way I can

[Verse 3]

And as the seasons change, my heart should as well

But there's not much left that would impactfully compel

Me to restart or get up off my ass

Figure out some sort of solution instead of lettin' these moments pass

[Refrain]

But I'm so tired

I just want to go home again

And I'm so done with

Dealin' with myself and all the issues that comes with

[Chorus]

I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I've tried every way I can

I'm stuck again

But blameless for all of my problems

Nothing can fix me

I've tried every way I can