I Want to Kill You

I'll pick it up right where I left off
They're banging their drums and they point to me
I'm only alive when I need to be
And I'll keep on digging up my lost cause
It comes so slow but suddenly
The things that make you happy
They are not enough for me, for me, for me, for me

I'll keep it coming if you want some more
I'll keep on running, but it gets so tiring
And when there is nothing left to write down
Oh, will you come running when I get too tired?
When I get too tired?

In the bright red sky I saw
A pain that I clung to once before
But I never want to go there anymore
And in my bright blue eyes I know
I'm looking for something to calm my nerves
The clock is a knife and I wait my turn
And it's just getting worse
It's worse, it's worse, it's worse

I'll keep it coming if you want some more
I'll keep on running, but it gets so tiring
And when all the water fills my lungs up
Oh, will you come running when I get too tired?
When I get too tired?

I just want to play god for myself (play god for myself)
I just want war and nothing else (war and nothing else)

Oh, it's just getting worse
It's worse, it's worse, it's worse

I'll keep it coming if you want some more
I'll keep on running, but it gets so tiring
And when I got nothing left to give you
Oh, will you come running when I get too tired?
When I get too tired?