Every Reason To

I've never since felt life as dry as it was inside you

I've tasted plenty and it only made me gag

I wanted more, and now I have it all, without you

If I could have only left without that thought

I would have left with him

And you a childless wreck, I would have

Taken it upon myself to leave you strapped

With the burden of unclear thinking

That's what you do best, you're always

You're always thinking

And not acting rationally

You just needed someone to love you

God knows I don't, I never did so disappear

You gave me every reason to

And still I didn't break your face in

So where's my son and where's your scars?

Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?

And my midnight naked messages in your ears?

So why didn't they come?

Why wasn't she born?

She would call you mother

And I would call you the host

And you would just call on every

Lie you could to feel just and sane

Keep your word, how little do I really understand?

I knew enough not to touch you there

I should have saved myself

For the last but I still broke in the beginning

And broke your hold in the end

And on you went barren and content

And I, the other direction

Experienced in nothing special