The Fix

Like you, I'm stuck here and bored to death too
Give me drugs, give me sex
Fix these issues that make me bleed
I wanna crawl out the sludge
The mud and the blood roll up my sleeves
Expose these wrists that been cut
Basking in a bad batch, that the bitter days will bring

I need a fix
I need my daily conflicts
A self-destructive hot shot
For everything that I'm not
A final communique
Cause I don't know how to be Or live any other way
Realize that this life will never be stable
Married to a hoe that'll put me in the grave I know
Many times I fucked around and found out
Chipped teeth, broken bones, blood in my mouth
Spitting out, not even sure what I'm fighting bout
Just Screaming at a wall till my guts spill out
I need a fix I need my daily conflicts
A self-destructive hotshot For everything that I'm not

A final communique Cause I don't know how to be
Or live any other way
You try to make your mark on society
Using all the tricks that you used on me
Listen I'm a Lifer and I'll never quit
Focused with illogical persistence
I've seen so many fall away from this dirty game
Never had a better option, so I'm here to stay
We bleed for the fix, might die on stage
And I promise I don't want it any other way
I need a fix (I just need a fix)
I need my daily conflicts (devoted fanatics)
A self-destructive hot shot (I just need a fix)
For everything that I'm not (the pain that it inflicts)
A final communique
I just need a fix I just need a fix