Nobody Knows (Remix)

[Chorus: Connor Price & Chloe Sagum, Chloe Sagum]

Mask up my pain, gold back my tears

I’m going insane, nobody knows

All by myself, let the rain hit me

I’m going insane, nobody knows

[Verse 1: Connor Price]

I just woke up hoping this would be a better day

I just spent the morning trying to learn to meditate

Anything that could get back into a better state

But that ain’t working maybe I just need to get away

Nope, that ain’t it

No that’s not what I needed, swear I knew this before

So why do I keep on repeating, expecting different results

Like something going to change, I guess I did this to myself

I think I’m going insane, okay look

One side telling me to go all out, ther side telling me stop

One side telling me to focus on the work and the job

Other side keep telling me “nah”

Telling me I, need a second just to breathe

Need a minute just to rest

But part of me telling me I cannot do that

I’ll get all the sleep that I need when I’m dead

Feeling like I’m at the edge, tip-toeing on the ledge

Quit throwing in the towel

That’s not how I’m going out right now not yet

But I confess, I been upset

Every morning I been laying in bed

Scrolling through feeds, knowing it means

Nothing to me, I’m not my best so I

[Chorus: Connor Price & Chloe Sagum, Chloe Sagum]

Mask up my pain, hold back my tears

I’m going insane, nobody knows

All by myself, let the rain hit me

I’m going insane, nobody knows

[Verse 2: Connor Price]

Gonna be honest

The first verse to this song I wrote a couple nights ago

All alone in my bedroom I’m all cooped up, had the lights low

And I was gonna continue with the same theme for this verse 2

But I was too tired, it was getting late like curfew

So I slept there, woke early, got fresh air

Road trip to see the in-laws out in Las Vegas

I’ll finish writing when I get there

Got there and I went on my laptop so I could check on

That first verse that I laid down trying figure out where I left off

Started writing but I couldn’t do it

Something wasn’t feeling right (nah)

How can I be writing something dark

When everything around me looking bright (yeah)

Lotta love in this room here, lemme just paint a picture

Got my wife sitting on the couch right now

Laughing with her sister

That’s Chloe, I gotta lotta love for that girl there

And Christian, that’s her husband

Who feels like he’s a brother

And I miss them when I’m not here

Looking at them smiling sitting next to

Their 10 month old newborn, that’s Duke Bao my nephew

The joy that that boy brings so special

Really got me sitting here looking forward

To raising our own when we get to

In the next room, Maria cooking in the kitchen

Vietnamese dishes, got spring rolls

And Pho soup with the chicken

We sitting laughing, talking this and that and

Reminiscing back and forth, on the things thats happened

[Bridge: Connor Price]

I got moments when I’m low but

I just need a shift of perspective to let it go (let it go)

I got moments when I’m low but

I just gotta look around and see I’m not alone and so

[Chorus: Connor Price & Chloe Sagum, Chloe Sagum]

I won’t Mask up my pain, won’t hold back my tears

If I’m going insane, somebody knows