Derelict (feat. Matthew Youkhana)

Heretic

Everyday was exactly the same, I was alone in my thoughts as everyone pushed me away
I cried out for help, but no one cared at all
It's not for attention; it's not for a trend
Can someone tell me will it ever end?

I can't take anymore, it's too hard to fucking ignore
Four years a coward but nothing have changed
Give me the chance and I would spit in your fucking face

Who the fuck do you think you are?
Making me believe I'm not the same as you want me to be
I can't take anymore
I'm trying to escape forever, but my sanity is running short

Someone save me 'cause I can't break free
Four years trapped inside these walls with no hope at all
There's no hope at all
There's no hope

As the years have gone by four years a cowards I have realized: You're all fucking pathetic
Take off your crowns and just fucking admit it

Can't you see where I am now?
Four years have passed and I'm living a dream
But you're still trapped in your cliques, embedded in bullshit

I can't fucking breathe
Stop talking about what I really wanted to fucking achieve
Motherfuck, what you think
How do I compete with opinions?
A gat to your teeth, cock back, and I squeeze, bitch

How do I succeed?
Must suck being me
Sucks being you tied up to a chair right now about to die with your heart full of greed
Just listen to me

Yo, pull up bitch
You got advice to give when your life is shit?
You ain't wise living a lie
Envious mind, justify why in life you quit

You're miscarriage, misfire, frustrated man with heart full of fire
Picking on the people with a dream to aspire
Lights out, bitch
I'mma shine, be quiet