Life // Lost

The rain fell harder that night I drove home alone in July
I couldn't tell between the rain or the tears in my eyes
It was all a blur as I realized I saw your face, I saw your smile
I lost control of the wheel 'til my knuckles bled

I'm calling out your name but no one heard me scream, "God please save me"
'Cause I don't want to fall, and I can't take anymore
The tree around the bend was calling out my name
Like branches to hands begging to take me away

But I ran and always looked back, I always looked back
I always fucking looked back

I often think of the night I drove home alone
Swerving back and forth down the street from home
Some nights I wish I hit that tree
So death could take me away and finally go to sleep

To finally go to sleep