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Mama, I'm Swollen
Mama, I'm Swollen

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Mama, I'm Swollen

Release date: 10th March 2009

From Mama, I'm SwollenTrack 93:20

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Lyrics

Mama, I'm Swollen

I was alone
I was at home
Til the fabric was torn
The cord was cut
My orbit had begun

I was a simple being
I was simply being
Til I caught my own reflection
In a spoon

I am the egg
I am the spark
The fire in the dark
I am fertilized, fully actualized
A loaded gun
Born near the blood red sun
Born near the blood red sun

I am not ignorant
I am intelligent
I'm not an ape
I am the way
I am the truth

I am religion
I am politics
I am a psychoanalyst
I'm an inkblot shaped like Zeus

I'm not an egg
I'm a runny yolk
Got no faith I got no hope
I'm the joke of all existence
I am no one
Burning 'neath the blood red sun
Just a burning 'neath the blood red sun

I am the body and the blood
The earthquake and the flood
I am the cancer born and growing in each and everyone
To the beat of a blood red sun
To the beat of a blood red sun

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Track details

From Mama, I'm Swollen

3:202009

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Album

Mama, I'm Swollen

10th March 2009

Track number

9

Release year

2009

1In the Now
2:34
2From the Hips
3:55
3I Couldn't Love You
3:21
4Donkeys
3:58

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No genre, no problem: Cursive's decades-long musical defiance

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