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Cursive
Cursive's Domestica
The Night I Lost the Will to Fight

TRACK

The Night I Lost the Will to Fight

Release date: 19th June 2000

From Cursive's DomesticaTrack 93:20

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Lyrics

The Night I Lost the Will to Fight

I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
The night has fallen down the staircase...

I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
One Februrary night, we screamed our agonies
And I swear I tried to care
I tried, I tried...

But the icicles hung down like prison bars...

I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
One Februrary night, we screamed our agonies
And I swear I tried to care
I tried, I tried...
(And) I lost the will to fight...
The will to fight...
(I lost the will to fight... I lost the will to fight... I lost it... I lost it...
I lost the will to fight.)

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Track details

From Cursive's Domestica

3:202000

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Album

Cursive's Domestica

Track number

9

Release year

2000

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2The Martyr
3:57
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3:37
4Making Friends and Acquaintances

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