Suicide

[Intro: Bizarre, DJ Young Mase]

Pay attention

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[Verse 1: Swifty McVay]

(Why you doing this to me?)

Come on, quit the yapping

There's no justification for the way that I be acting

I be asking for forgiveness, now you wanna end this?

I'm clean as a whistle, I promise I won't hit you but I still do

Every five minutes I'm calling you

I'm psycho, I might go nuts that's why I follow you

I wasn't showed affection, I fuck you rough

'Cause all I know is my erection

(Enough is enough!) See it's tough

But you don't think I hit another nigga

He'll be tied up, looking at me licking on your picture

I'ma pop your sister, then go for self

'Cause if I can't have you, shit, can't nobody else

I'm rebellious, remain the scandalous

2 of the room in anger management, bitch I can't handle it

Fuck it, I hate you

Fuck it, I love you

[Hook]

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die

[Verse 2: Bizarre]

Who the fuck gives a fuck about a foster child?

Two years old, left at Belle Isle

My life's so fucking bad

Never had a mom and dad

Shit I'm surprised I ain't a fag

To release anger, I learned how to box

Got my ass kicked while the whole neighborhood watched

Now who the fuck gonna hire a laid off mechanic

Recovering drug addict, gets so crazed he's schizophrenic

Me and my mom, we lived in a trailer

She died 6 months ago, I still fucking hate her

Shit, I hate me, I hate my fucking life

That's why every night I beat the shit out of my wife

To fight the demons, Bizarre stay high

That's why my son go to school with a fucking black eye

See my little boy, run up and hug him

See you in hell, tell D12 I love 'em

[Hook]

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die

[Verse 3: Proof]

It's like my eyes getting bigger and this wall's closing in

Closest friends telling me it's all supposed to end

I done brought you diseases that I caught from the skeezers

Even talked to the preacher he said it costs to see Jesus

I know I need work, only way you leave me if you leave Earth

And I rather not breathe first

Shaun Holt always remain open, never die alone, shit

I know you hear me crying Lord

You gave me drugs and choices of girls

God you made me and played the biggest joke on the world

Lady I'm in the rap, maybe Shady that, I went and had a baby behind your back, I'm sorry

You don't wanna live, I don't need to live

But you must understand I die without them, I need my kids

Although I fight to like you, but I bite this rifle

Pull the trigger, 'cause I ain't living this life without you

[Hook]

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die

You make me wanna cry, suicide is on my mind

You beat me all the time, I wanna die