[Chorus]
Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better
Share your secrets now or never
I've been into you forever
But I can't bring myself to tell you
[Verse 1]
I hate myself
I really hate myself
I keep decreasing cell by cell, uh
My mom says I don't eat well
It'll kill my health
But I don't care
I'm not losing sleep over this
'Cause I failed so effortlessly
And all I wanna do is go to sleep
But the sound of your voice keeps me awake
[Verse 2]
Different day, same problem, back up, up against the wall
I think too much, I think too much, I think too much
Alonе
Same thoughts invading my head, feelin' the dеmon
We fighting again, and if he get up just hit him again
Hit him again
Boom
I'm poppin' a pill, I'm mental again, I wanna get out
I'm fallin' again, all I wanna do is see you again
But you don't wanna see me, uh
I think to myself, "It don't make no sense"
Feeling left out of the party again
Looking for you, but I've lost you again
Say it again, again
[Bridge]
The things that I do
Make me uncomfortable
Don't you judge me
[Outro]
Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better
Share your secrets now or never
I've been into you forever
But I can't bring myself to tell you