Bring Myself To It

[Chorus]

Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better

Share your secrets now or never

I've been into you forever

But I can't bring myself to tell you

[Verse 1]

I hate myself

I really hate myself

I keep decreasing cell by cell, uh

My mom says I don't eat well

It'll kill my health

But I don't care

I'm not losing sleep over this

'Cause I failed so effortlessly

And all I wanna do is go to sleep

But the sound of your voice keeps me awake

[Verse 2]

Different day, same problem, back up, up against the wall

I think too much, I think too much, I think too much

Alonе

Same thoughts invading my head, feelin' the dеmon

We fighting again, and if he get up just hit him again

Hit him again

Boom

I'm poppin' a pill, I'm mental again, I wanna get out

I'm fallin' again, all I wanna do is see you again

But you don't wanna see me, uh

I think to myself, "It don't make no sense"

Feeling left out of the party again

Looking for you, but I've lost you again

Say it again, again

[Bridge]

The things that I do

Make me uncomfortable

Don't you judge me

[Outro]

Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better

Share your secrets now or never

I've been into you forever

But I can't bring myself to tell you