Bring Myself To It

[Chorus] Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better Share your secrets now or never I've been into you forever But I can't bring myself to tell you [Verse 1] I hate myself I really hate myself I keep decreasing cell by cell, uh My mom says I don't eat well It'll kill my health But I don't care I'm not losing sleep over this 'Cause I failed so effortlessly And all I wanna do is go to sleep But the sound of your voice keeps me awake [Verse 2] Different day, same problem, back up, up against the wall I think too much, I think too much, I think too much Alonе Same thoughts invading my head, feelin' the dеmon We fighting again, and if he get up just hit him again Hit him again Boom I'm poppin' a pill, I'm mental again, I wanna get out I'm fallin' again, all I wanna do is see you again But you don't wanna see me, uh I think to myself, "It don't make no sense" Feeling left out of the party again Looking for you, but I've lost you again Say it again, again [Bridge] The things that I do Make me uncomfortable Don't you judge me [Outro] Blonde hair, white dress, girl you better Share your secrets now or never I've been into you forever But I can't bring myself to tell you