david (freestyle)

[Verse]

I used to get cornered, used to get scared

I used to get frightened and pull my own hair

I used to get yelled at for going outside

I used to get yelled at for sleeping on the stairs

I used to be a loner, nobody cared

I used to be home schooled, used to be weird

I used to wear shoes that were twice my size

I used to wanna kill myself sometimes

I used to wear a mask as an insecure kid

I used to tell myself "I don't wanna have kids"

I used to get bullied, I took it on the chin

I used to get punched in the face, in the ribs

I tried to fight back but I never stood a chance

I used to hold my own damn blood in my hands

When I was like thirteen all I did was cry

My fifteenth birthday wish was to die

I worked at Starbucks for a little while

It took my mind off anything wild

I tried to keep composure, tried to stay good

I was at church every day that I could

Sayin', "God can you take my pain? 'Cause it still won't go away, and I know some things don't change, but can you change this one thing for me?"