david (freestyle)

[Verse] I used to get cornered, used to get scared I used to get frightened and pull my own hair I used to get yelled at for going outside I used to get yelled at for sleeping on the stairs I used to be a loner, nobody cared I used to be home schooled, used to be weird I used to wear shoes that were twice my size I used to wanna kill myself sometimes I used to wear a mask as an insecure kid I used to tell myself "I don't wanna have kids" I used to get bullied, I took it on the chin I used to get punched in the face, in the ribs I tried to fight back but I never stood a chance I used to hold my own damn blood in my hands When I was like thirteen all I did was cry My fifteenth birthday wish was to die I worked at Starbucks for a little while It took my mind off anything wild I tried to keep composure, tried to stay good I was at church every day that I could Sayin', "God can you take my pain? 'Cause it still won't go away, and I know some things don't change, but can you change this one thing for me?"