All Too Well

I walked through the door with you
The air was cold
But something about it felt like home somehow and I
Left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it
In your drawer, even now

Your sweet disposition
And my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car getting lost upstate
And the autumn leaves were falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it
After all these days

And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all...

'Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well

Photo album on the counter
Your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin sized bed
And your mama's telling stories about you on the tee ball team
You taught me about your past, thinking your future was me

And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...

'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well

Maybe we got lost in translation
And maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
'Til you fucked it all up
Running scared, I was there. I remember it all too well

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying there
'Cause I remember it all, all, all
Too well

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I try to be my old self again
But I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you kept my old scarf
From that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence
And it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well

'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well, too well

Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well