Have You Eva

[Verse 1: DMX]

Have you ever got up smiling, laid down crying

First you love life then wish you were dying

Bitch so fed up, you gave up trying

Kept it straight up but niggas kept lying

Ever seen something that you wanted so bad

And got it then wished it was something you never had

You ever been so lost than you thought you won't make it

If you ever been forced to do something you couldn't take it

You ever felt so strong for so long

But when it came down it, it turned out to be so wrong

Don't beat yourself up like where did I go wrong

Just get back up, pray on it and go on

[Hook:]

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got a lot of it

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got a lot of it

[Verse 2: DMX]

Have you ever wanted to go right, but then chose left

Deep down wanted life, but your ways chose death

Burned in the night but in the day showed strength

Regardless of what you think I'm going to left

Have you ever wished upon a star that really wasn't there

Gave soul in your heart, but really didn't care

Found out at the wrong time that life wasn't fair

And all you can do is take it, like yeah

Ever found out that the shit you was living with

Deeper, cause yours man is tryin' to creep ya

Back your block off put your ass in a sleeper

Used to be my dog, now he's the Grim Reaper

[Hook:]

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got a lot of it

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got a lot of it

[Bridge:]

Ever seen something that you didn't want to see

Had to be something that you didn't want to be

Had to kill a nigga that looked just like me

Wanted to believe to have a trust like me

I seen the dark, I seen the light

I seen the day, I seen the night

I seen the wrong, I seen the right

I seen the start, I seen the final

[Hook x2:]

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got alot of it

Have you eva been up, ever been down

Ever been lost, then came around

Ever been through it then came outta there

Never had it, then got alot of it