all good people are asleep

[Chorus: dynastic]

Can't fall asleep

I think I just need to eat

I shouldn't go to bed at three

I should just brush my teeth

I'm sick of dreams where

I feel 17

I can't do anything

Like just fall asleep

I know it's bad for me

Tomorrow I promise I'll

Take better care of myself

But it's not easy

It's not easy

[Chorus: dynastic]

Can't fall asleep

I think I just need to eat

I shouldn't go to bed at three

I should just brush my teeth

I'm sick of dreams where

I feel 17

I can't do anything

Like fucking fall asleep

I know it's bad for me

Tomorrow I promise I'll

Take better care of myself

But it's not easy

When nobody's watching I

Just stay in my head all night

[Verse 1: dynastic]

It's 3 am

I gotta wake up again

I gotta fake it, pretend

Like I'm not still asleep

I'm not falling apart

No jump rope in my heart

My body's gonna give out

On me

[Verse 2: dynastic]

I know it's bad for me

This make believe

What's truth for you

Are lies for me

So I just wanted autonomy

And I have to be patient

[Verse 3: saoirse dream]

She'd wake up at a reasonable hour

Maybe take a shower

If I could allow her

She'd make herself a meal and it tastes fine

Spend a minute online

Make it to work at nine

But she's probably busy staring at the ceiling

Probably isn't feeling

Busy doing nothing

She could be productive

Maybe even happy

Spending time with her friends

Smiling and laughing

[Bridge: dynastic]

It's easier said than done

It's easier said than done

How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this?

How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this?

How do I block it all out in a way that's more selfish than this?

I don't think such a method exists

[Outro: dynastic]

I turned to recluse

And self-diffusion

To solve for answers with synthetic solutions and

Swim down

To lows beneath

All the places that the light couldn't reach

If you break through

Somehow you reach me

Get rid of these leeches

Eating love for food

Leaving selfish isolationist attitude

I want you around me

So badly, so badly

You're chosen family

You kill the bad things

I don't know what to say