Clay

It always felt so nice

When you cannot resist

I never dared think twice

I could not let the opportunity be missed

I pacify reality

With stupid fantasies

That you would stick again

But my naivety failed to remedy

How you let my expectations down

And when I ask why I can’t call you mine

You repeat the same old shit

Saying it’s a bad time

Do you know how much it stings

When you say the future is so far away

Let’s just take things day by day

Before I’m in your grasp

You are overcome with ravenous desire

But once your itch is scratched

You are out the door like you’re running from a fire

Did I do something wrong?

Maybe I came on too strong

But you were nice enough until you were done, yeah

And then your hold don’t change

You seem to be ashamed

Of (?) you thought that you had come

Despite the years I’m still your weakness

But in turn I’m still here wishing that I cared less

Do you know how much it stings

I no longer like you that way

Let’s just have some fun, okay?

I am not your rag doll

I’m not your toy

I’m just a lovestruck girl

And you, a horny boy

Where is your discipline?

Please leave me be

(?) the moment this begins

I’m in and you’re desperate to be free

And when I ask why I can’t call you mine

You repeat the same old shit

Saying it’s a bad time

Do you ever wonder how it stings

When you say the future is so far away

Let’s just take things day by day

I no longer like you that way

Let’s just have some fun, okay?

And with those brutal words you’d say

You mould me like a piece of clay