New Waves

Yea I'm on stage, but it's still the dress rehearsal
And it has been, for heaven knows how long

Stuck in my own way
Me and my things, no one else around and that's OK
At least for now

Am I headed in the right way?
And does it even matter to me?
I walk along the shore in shallow water feeling empty
Is it worth it to me? eee

Sitting in my room is getting old I'm feeling paralyzed
Been seeing the same scenery
Same room, same sun, same feelings
And if I could see through walls then I'd already have everything

Feels like I've been losing you for so long
There's nothing left to hold on to
Been trynna find some new waves
Why am I surfing on the old ones?

I need clarity
You're stressing me to stay
But it's getting in the way
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it to me?

Feeling outside, standing in a hall of mirrors fooling my eyes
Vision distorts, gather my thoughts
One minute feels right, the next minute so wrong
I drive around and listen to all of the same songs

It's like I'm 10 again, the school bell rang
An hour ago, and all my friends in minivans went home

Feels like I've been losing you for so long
There's nothing left to hold on to
Been trynna find some new waves
Why am I surfing on the old ones?

I need clarity
You're stressing me to stay
But it's getting in the way
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it to me?