Chaotic

[Verse 1]

Looked in his eyes, I saw a God

From the first night I knew he was dangerous, oh

Arms out to hand him my love

It isn't worth it, he only loves drugs

Yeah, I know you're mine, I couldn't be the one to forget you

Don't let me go so easily, I won't let you

This evil show, you're crushing pills up in my bedroom

It's evil, so we'll dance for hours in a red room

[Chorus]

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting

Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic

I don't care, I want it toxic

And just a little chaotic

[Verse 2]

Don't wanna open my mouth

He's sitting right there, but somehow my words won't come out

Stay on his good side and pout

Or risk the whole thing, his mood swings knock me to the ground

Don't lie, you know there's nothing I can do to change you

So save my time, you never wanted me to blame you

I'm lost, I'm blind, suck the life out, I won't shame you

You know your crimes but you hold me, I'm your angel

[Chorus]

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option, no, no, no

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting

Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic

I don't care, I want it toxic

And just a little chaotic

[Outro]

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option