Only Blue

[Verse 1: Eyedress]

Depressing thoughts in the middle of the night

Holding the tears in my eyes

I feel like a failure sometimes

It's not always easy, sometimes I wanna die

[Chorus: Provoker]

It doesn't matter

That there's no color in my life, only blue

I always run away but there's no use

I wish I could say to you

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

[Verse 2: Provoker]

I'll never get back what I lost

I let it creep in back in my thoughts

I wasn't bothered 'cause I didn't know

How devastating it really is

Oh, I know it is

Oh, I know (Ooh), ooh

[Verse 3: Eyedress]

My thoughts keep me up

Late at night

The things that I've been through

Haunt me sometimes

A life of abuse, I'm traumatized

It's too much pain, sometimes I wanna die

[Chorus: Provoker]

It doesn't matter

That there's no color in my life, only blue

I always run away but there's no use

I wish I could say to you

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter