My Own Person

Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person
But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
Having new style would cause me more attention 
and I don’t feel like I’m my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
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Been talking about the same problems for years now
But nothing I do seems to make things happen 
I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching
Can’t help but think I just stand out
No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting 
and I don’t feel like I my own person
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I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling that I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking 
I try and I try but I’m not my own person
♪
I need new shoes these ones are worn out
I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause god forbid I put some effort in
It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt
Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse
I don’t feel like I’m my own person
♪
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling that I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground
and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen
and I’ll never be my own person
♪
I wanna blend into the background
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
I try and I try but I’m not my own person
♪
I wanna be buried in the ground
and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own person