Debilitated

[Verse 1]

Secrets of the night, make everyone go hide

Pretend we're not afraid, but we are terrified inside our mind

Visualize that everyone has died

Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died

And I try to masquerade the fear inside

But it's taking over, taking over my mind

I don't know how long I can hide, but

[Pre-Chorus]

I will try

Again, and again to fend off the fear inside

[Chorus]

And I will strive, because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity, absurdity

Tell me please, what's wrong with me?

[Verse 2]

He says, "I'm sure you're fine" (You think I'm fine?)

"I think you're fine

But I will run some tests

For your peace of mind."

"I know how hard it can be

At home, you cook and you clean

I just think you need some sleep."

"And for the dreams,"

(They're more than dreams!)

"They're only dreams

They're just imaginary; fiction; merely fantasy."

"I know you're scared and afraid

But you can't let it persuade you to feel so dismayed"

[Pre-Chorus]

I will try

Again, and again to fend off the fear inside

[Chorus]

And I will strive, because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity, absurdity

Tell me please, what's wrong with me?

[Bridge]

"Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests

And it appears you have either voluntarily, or involuntarily

Ingested a high dose of a drug called "ketamine"

Is there something you're not telling me?"

[Breakdown]

No!

I've been drugged, taken advantage of

It must be what's causing all these dreams

It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe

Every time I fall asleep

[Pre-Chorus]

I will try

Again, and again to fend off the fear inside

[Chorus]

And I will strive, because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity, absurdity

Tell me please, what's wrong with me?