I Don't Really Know

I don't really know where I'm going

I know where I've been

It doesn't really feel like I'm moving

Where do I begin

And I'm always wishing

That I never tried so hard to please you

When I do

I'm so see-through

Then you'll say

Will you still be there

Well I don't really know

When will it leave me

This feeling I know

It's on my mind

Wasting all my time

I'm scared it's gonna hurt me for the rest of my life

I'll never call you

Cause I don't want to

Recount the pain I've been through

Wish I didn't know

I could feel this way

You took away the sun and then wished me brighter days

And now I'm crying

Memories dying

But tell me

What is new?

Will you still be there

Well I don't really know

When will it leave me

This feeling I know