Colorblind (Interlude)

I was wrong and I'm sorry for that

Things just haven’t been the same since I got my mind back

And I try to hide the pain but I'm never good at that

You can love me, you can hate me, I just want my soul back

If there really is no God, who the fuck is in my head planting seeds of deceit?

I guess this must be the end

They say the grass is always greener on the other side

But every time I try, I go colorblind

(I was wrong and I'm sorry for that

Things just haven’t been the same since I got my mind back

And I try to hide the pain but I'm never good at that

You can love me, you can hate me, I just want my soul back

If there really is no God, who the fuck is in my head planting seeds of deceit?

I guess this must be the end

They say the grass is always greener on the other side

But every time I try, I go colorblind)

I've been having fucking trouble sleeping

Every thought that's in my head is telling me to lose my grip and just end it

No God to pray to, I have nothing left

I thought this life was something more than itself

I'm going crazy, can't trust myself

So please just let me go and try to find hope

If I lose myself, I know that I'll always be alone