Everything You Think You Know

I try to focus on my drink but I can see my fate in it

I took a deep breath and drunk and never questioned where I got it

Is this purgatory now?

I swear I’m dead!

I really mean it

I’ve hit rock bottom

I wake in bed

And fuck myself over again

I’ll give myself up to the wind if I please

‘cause it’s so fucking pointless making plans with my dreams

Well you’ve just woken up and I’m barely asleep

When I’m home from this journey

I’m giving myself to the sea

I try to focus on my feet but it’s a blur just past my nose

Wearing the same jeans and same hat I wore a year ago

When you explained to me there was beauty missing someone far away

Did you really mean it?

Or have you forgotten?

I wake in bed

And fuck myself over again

I’ll give myself up to the wind if I please

‘cause it’s so fucking pointless making plans with my dreams

Well you’ve just woken up and I’m barely asleep

When I’m home from this journey

I’m giving myself to the sea

The things you need

You push away