Fucked Up Years

[Verse 1]

It don’t speak loud, tape it’s mouth

Killed by lightning

What happened to my home?

On my own, teeth are grinding

Plain sight, hiding

[Chorus]

And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs

Doing too much, counting the nugs

But it stays right there, fucked up years

And when I run, like glue it comes

A shadow that’s not my own

It stays right there, won’t disappear

[Verse 2]

Try to find my out

Used to be fearless but now I’m worried

That all along, well, it wasn’t the home

Wasn’t the family, wasn’t the shit town

It was always me

[Chorus]

And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs

Doing too much, counting the nugs

But it stays right there, fucked up years

And when I run, like glue it comes

A shadow that’s not my own

It stays right there, won’t disappear

[Interlude]

Disappеar, disappear

Disappear, disappear

[Bridge]

And I’m stеaling identities

That I was running from my past

But I was trying to run from me

So what do I do now

That I was running to the future

But the fucked up past is me somehow

Me somehow, me somehow

[Chorus]

And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs

Doing too much, counting the nugs

But it stays right there, my fucked up years

And when I run, like glue it comes

A shadow that’s not my own

It stays right there, won’t disappear

So I’ll just stay right here, it all just stays so near

So I’ll just disappear

[Outro]

Disappear, disappear

Fucked up years, fucked up years