Mess It Up (Apple Music Live)

[Verse 1]

Opened two double doors

Typical, pretty sure I could grow up

Probably chemical

I took up walking to turn it all off

Doesn't feel bearable

I guess I thought when I left, it would all stop

It would all stop

[Chorus]

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

When I told you, "I'm fine," you were lied to

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up

[Verse 2]

It's funny that it didn't work

'Cause I could be anywhere

I'm on your block

Cynical, terrible

I'm kicking myself with my gut in a knot

'Cause I heard that you're happier (Heard that you're happier)

Hope that you're sleeping well, knowing I'm not

I'm doing too much

[Chorus]

Oh, oh, did I fall out of line when I called you?

When I told you, "I'm fine," you were lied to (I told you l'm lying)

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up

[Bridge]

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We could make it better, breaking every habit

Pull myself together, you could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We could make it better, breaking every habit

I pull myself together, you could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

[Chorus]

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

And when I told you, "I'm fine," you were lied to

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

'Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up