Cool 2 Me

I'm not saying that I don't believe you
that just seems out of character
I'm not saying that I think you're lying
but something doesn't quite add up because
he's always been cool to me
Even if it happened
(which I have a hard time picturing)
What am I supposed to do?
I can't just cut him out like that, besides
he's always been cool to me
I know I crucified someone on the internet
for the same shit, last week
But you don't understand, THIS is different
He isn't like that, I've known him for years!
He never raped ME
Never hit ME
Never groomed ME when I was 15
He's always been cool to me
I don't wanna say I don't believe you
cuz I'm supposed to
I don't wanna say I think you're lying
cuz I'm uncomfortable
It's a hard pill to choke down
and I don't have any water
he's always been cool to me
I don't believe you.