What If...? (Alternative Version)

It might just be a matter of opinion
But it feels like this could be judgment day
I'm laughing with my demons like they never went away

What are you going to do when all of this comes back to you
And tells you it's the only thing that's gonna matter?
What are you going to say when finally there comes a day
When all that you can do is watch your future shatter?

Not quite complete but still whole
I've disconnected my soul
Not quite complete but still whole
Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now

What is this coming to?
What if it all comes true?
What are we going to do?
I guess it doesn't matter now
What if I told a lie?
What if I'd done it right?
What if I'm strung too tight?
I guess it doesn't matter now

You've got me down
And I've been adding to this pile of broken glass
And broken futures ever since you came around
I'm trying not to make a sound
Cause you don't need encouragement

I know the thing is
Just not to think this
But when it gets this bad it seems impossible to miss

What are you going to do when all of this comes back to you
Say you're the only thing that's never going to matter?

Not quite complete but still whole
I've disconnected my soul
Not quite complete but still whole
Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now

What is this coming to?
What if it all comes true?
What are we going to do?
I guess it doesn't matter now
What if I told a lie?
What if I'd done it right?
What if I'm strung too tight?
I guess it doesn't matter now

Not quite complete but still whole
I've disconnected my soul
Not quite complete but still whole
Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now

What is this coming to?
What if it all comes true?
What if it's overdue?
I guess it doesn't matter now
What if I told a lie?
What if I'd done it right?
What if I'm strung too tight?
I guess it doesn't matter now

Doesn't matter now
I guess if doesn't matter now
I guess it doesn't matter now
I guess it doesn't matter now
I guess it doesn't matter now

What is this coming to?
What if it all comes true?
What are we going to do?
I guess it doesn't matter now
What if I told a lie?
What if I'd done it right?
What if I'm strung too tight?
I guess it doesn't matter now