Heaven Knows

I'll pray 'til my hands are red
I'm tired of enduring dread
Pray to God that there's even a God, but 'til then, Heaven knows

I'll pray 'til my knees are numb
Ashamed of all that I've become
I'll pray that there's a Heaven at all
But 'til then
Heaven knows

I write to you in my time of need
To grow a tree, and to plant a seed
Are different things entirely
I never found my place, you see
Everything you said to me, consoled me

I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved
Don't look at me with regret
I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall

I'm broken and I'm so tired
Everything you said to me, consoled me

I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved
Don't look at me with regret
I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall

Heaven knows, if there's a Heaven at all
If there's a Heaven at all, Heaven knows
Heaven knows