That Moment When . . .

When your sitting on the couch and a chick's in your bed

But she didn’t let you beat so you can't even sleep

And its 4:26 and you really love your girl

But you don't know where she is

She stayed out for the night just so you could handle biz

Which you didn’t even handle but it wasn't so bad

You got a nice sample so you aren't even mad

Cause' you know you hit song

Cause' you didn't try to force it cause you know you let off and just gone

You know that if you beat of in the bathroom you'd be strange

But you feel that's kinda corny so you’d rather stay awake

So instead of lying staring at the ceiling in your bed

You turn on to (being right) every thought that’s in your head

You're shirtless so you look and realize you’re getting fat

Because you deny that your only eating fuckin' crap

You're blowing up so it doesn't matter if you’re cute

But you think about the shape you's ‘in back when you used to hoop

You realize that since then it's been fifteen fucking years

Everybody else is getting married having kids

Every article they write about you mentions age

But teenage you and current you are basically the same

And no one even gets it you aren't even rich

You only make enough for having everything you need

That's luckily identical to everything you want

But everyone projects on you there own idea of greed

Your eyes get started burning ‘cause you haven't even slept

You think maybe you should let out all the secrets that you kept

Then that second you recall the deepest darkest one you have

Then you realize that you're paralyzed because everyone would laugh

And you thrive on by being strong and feeling good about yourself

But the truth is you're just as scared as everybody else

You have homegirl half naked laid out right behind the door

You could probably bang now if you could only let go

But instead you play it safe, instead you sit and wait

And you figure everything will work out on another day

But the truth it probably will but tomorrow's never promised

So instead of playing it cool you should try just being honest

And then finally you yawn its 6:22

You've been waiting for so long, outside it's getting light

Just before you rode it you realize it's that moment when you have to say goodnight