I Don't Want It

[Intro]

This'll probably be the last song that I come out with for a while

I'm sorry to all my fans

[Verse 1]

I always think of Robin Williams, someone we loved and who we saw appealing

He made us all laugh as adults and children

Shit, all the millions that he had, I wonder what were his thoughts and feelings

Five minutes before the belt had cut his breath off and killed him

Prolly something like my thoughts now

What goes up has gotta fall down

I guess I'll pour it all out 'cause right now, the reaper's in the room visiting

So if I do leave, at least you'll know why I did it then

It started way back then when I was a kid at first

Niggas bullied me when they saw that I was an introvert

I was never cool, had no friends, no chicks would flirt

Every school year it's like all my issues were getting worse

My whole life they was calling me corny; stupid

I never had a dad who was there to mentor me through it

Skateboarding was my escape, it wasn't just for amusement

My issues kept reoccurring so I would resort to music

I'd vent about the burdens that were sitting in my heart

I'd vent about the way I fell from swimming with the sharks

My mom was always working, so our bond was stripped and ripped apart

Ain't no fucking family memories, ain't no pictures at the park

Then I thought, "The world is about to see Hell come

And I'ma live the good life everyone else wants"

And in that moment my tears dried and I felt numb

Then years later I blew up, the mission was well done

[Chorus]

I don't want it no more, I don't want it no more, no more

(No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more, I don't want it no more, no more

(No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more (No more) I don't want it no more

(No more)

No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more (No more) I don't want it no more

(No more)

No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no)

[Verse 2]

Finally I was famous, people kissing my ass

I knew that I was only here 'cause it's revenge from my past (It's crazy)

Went from a loser in school who got the worst grades

To being praised for all my verses when I dispersed rage

I copped a whip, moved out the ghetto like, "Bye, haters"

Bought a brand new house with a bunch of white neighbors

Everyone started calling wanting like five favors

And guess what? All of it dealt with spending my paper

And I was nice, I'd give 'em cash, I'd show sympathy

I gave him some, him, and her, I'm just lending cheese

Now I'm just looked at like an ATM machine

If I don't give my friends my money, shit, I'm the enemy

I had about a million new best friends that I just met

Some were plotting to build me a death bed

All because they kept on putting wack songs out that no one's impressed with

So outta jealousy they'd diss me, you fucking guessed it (Ha)

At least I had my squad; Jarren, Dizzy, Hoppa, SwizZz

I knew we'd stick together, stuck in this chaotic biz

We had it all figured out and had a lot to give

It was Funk Volume for life, who want a problem, bitch?

Then all the sudden, out of nowhere we parted ways

2016 – those were some of my darkest days

Ask us all, "Whose fault was it?" Ain't hard to say

But it was due to money and all of our bonds had started to fade

Months later, my girl told me she's pregnant

This was something I never expected

Her and I weren't on good terms at the time, man, it was hectic

And I was scared if she kept this baby I might regret it

Mainly because her and I had a fucking toxic relationship

Last thing we need is a fucking toddler to raise in it

Having a baby is great, but not as amazing when you got two parents who always fighting, hollering, breaking shit

Present day, all my people are gone

No real friends, just leeches around eating the crumbs

No family bonds, no FV, can't be with my son

No fucking girlfriend, I swear I thought that she was the one

I feel alone and I struggle to get my fans what they want from me

I'm struggling to build this UP company

I'm begging on my fucking knees like, "God, please help me 'cause I can't fucking breathe

I'm tryna smile, but pain is cutting deep

Show me that I'm more than just a rapper

Show me that this life that I've been working on is meant to be more than just a disaster"

I hope this message I'm sending is floating up above

Instead of focusing on fame, I should've focused on the love

[Chorus]

I don't want it no more, I don't want it no more, no more

(No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more, I don't want it no more, no more

(No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more (No more) I don't want it no more

(No more)

No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no)

I don't want it no more (No more) I don't want it no more

(No more)

No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no)

[Outro]

I gotta go find myself

I hope you all can understand