Marcus' Gospel

[Verse 1: Hopsin]

I done lost myself again

I done lost myself in sin

I've been burned by selfish men

I've been died but held it in

I do not want Hell to win

Life's cold, I done felt the wind

Could it be any clearer?

When I look in the mirror

I just see a jackass with a tail to pin

Me and my family ain't close

So I got some fame and went ghost

I am not paintin' a hoax

You can hear the pain in my flows

They say that life has its ups and downs

But why do I stay in the lows?

I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin

I am ashamed of them both

You see, all that I have is my money

I had no idea that this was coming

I fell into the stereotype of a rapper

I'm how they package a dummy

This is my reality I embrace

I look back and I can see my mistakes

I just wish that I could rewind the days

I honestly don't want to be out of place

I guess we gotta face

All these issues like this as a human sometimes

Yes, I am losin' my mind

If you have come to that conclusion, it's fine

Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs

I made my bed, I'ma lay in it

The thought is as soothin' as wine

Now all I need is a suit and a tie, I tried

[Chorus: Michael Speaks]

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)

[Verse 2: Hopsin]

Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness

I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate

But in my heart I know I never asked for this

See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous

Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it?

It's been years and I still can't adapt to it

I cannot predict what my next chapter is

There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and

I feel like I lay flat in the back of it

There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky

Bring me back like you did Lazarus

I can hear the Devil whispering, "Come play!"

Injecting me softly with numb pain

My fingers are covered in blood stains

It's torturing not seeing my son Zade

But one day, that will all change

When the fog strays, it's a lost page

That had blown away into the hallways

In Atlantic where the wild dogs play

When you're confined into a small space

You will know that that's enough to cause rage

I'ma kick until the fuckin' walls break

I don't know what made me walk straight

Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick

I've been told this isn't permanent

Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes

I do not know why I didn't learn from his

Can you direct me to where the furnace is?

I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and

Maybe figure out what my new purpose is

All these bad vibes are so discouragin'

[Chorus: Michael Speaks]

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)