I'm Tuning to O - Positive

I'd drink to that if I drank
I'd crash my car if I had to
You said, "We've all got a good reason to end up dead."
So we go through our day jobs
Hanging out in the graveyard
Where we first figured out maybe we won't be in love
I tried to be honest and cunning
But you were smoking with your best friends
When I felt maybe it's time for me to leave
I came back shortly after
Grabbed my wallet from the campfire
You handed it to me
I didn't even kiss you
What the fuck did I do?
I left you there 'cause I had to
I couldn't pull the words from my head
We were just taking off when I hit the dead end
Then I lost it, hit the pavement
You're climbing in with someone else's
I was still pulling busted glass from my hands
I tried to be honest and cunning
But you were smoking with your best friends
When I felt maybe it's time for me to leave
I came back shortly after
Grabbed my wallet from the campfire
You handed it to me
I didn't even kiss you
What the fuck did I do?
I left you there because I had to
I called you back because I had to
I slept with you because I had to. I told the truth because I had to
You left me there because you had to
I fucking tried to be honest and cunning
But you were smoking with your best friends
When I felt maybe it's time for me to leave
I came back shortly after
Grabbed my wallet from the campfire
You handed it to me
I didn't even kiss you
What the fuck did I do?