Indulge

[1st Verse]

I had my wings spread but ain’t know how to fly

She said you’re too shy

I told her nah I’m too afraid to lie

I can’t act with niggas

Even for the figures

I won’t change my figure

Born sinner

You either sell drugs or you bang triggers

I chose the road that’s less travelled

Came with more battles

God would only give his soldiers missions that they heart can handle

But it’s hard to learn to ride when life ain’t giving saddles

Niggas graze the turf and follow orders like we all cattle

It’s a shame

We all tryna be thе same

Just reflections of еach other in the mirror everyday

We all be with pain

But some blood could leave a bigger stain

I stood lonely on the platform been years without a train

A long way from home I don’t remember how I got here

Been trapped inside a clouded mind I couldn’t get it clear

I remember looking at my mothers eyes full of tears

She said you runnin’ real fast but ain’t been going nowhere

[Hook]

And she was right

Don’t believe the hype

They got bloodsuckers running round the town every night

She was right I couldn’t see the light

Was forgettin’ when it’s outta mind it’s really outta sight

She was right

Don’t believe the hype

They got bloodsuckers running round the town every night

She was right I couldn’t see the light

Was forgettin’ when it’s outta mind it’s really outta sight

[2nd Verse]

I spent the weekend out in Texas don’t remember sleeping

Barely breathing

Nose was bein’ stuffed with every type of demon

Was defeated

Liquid IVs

They was really needed

Dry heaving

Forced to spend them nights fiending

Time fleeting

We had the hoes galore

My mans he threw me something small

But know I’m greedy find myself indulging up in something more

My lady scoring

She knew what everything was really hitting for

She called my phone

The only thing responded is to leave me lone

She heard my tone

And knew I

Wasn’t coming home

In an evil zone

A labyrinth she never grew to know

Putin had the stock market low

But still was spending crazy though

With no control

My mother would go crazy off the dough I’ve blown

I keep my secrets in the dark

Before they spread like winged hawks

Better be smart

You know these niggas love to talk

Especially to these women

Moms told me act different

Don’t share your business

Only talk to people that could listen

[Hook]