Indulge

[1st Verse] I had my wings spread but ain’t know how to fly She said you’re too shy I told her nah I’m too afraid to lie I can’t act with niggas Even for the figures I won’t change my figure Born sinner You either sell drugs or you bang triggers I chose the road that’s less travelled Came with more battles God would only give his soldiers missions that they heart can handle But it’s hard to learn to ride when life ain’t giving saddles Niggas graze the turf and follow orders like we all cattle It’s a shame We all tryna be thе same Just reflections of еach other in the mirror everyday We all be with pain But some blood could leave a bigger stain I stood lonely on the platform been years without a train A long way from home I don’t remember how I got here Been trapped inside a clouded mind I couldn’t get it clear I remember looking at my mothers eyes full of tears She said you runnin’ real fast but ain’t been going nowhere [Hook] And she was right Don’t believe the hype They got bloodsuckers running round the town every night She was right I couldn’t see the light Was forgettin’ when it’s outta mind it’s really outta sight She was right Don’t believe the hype They got bloodsuckers running round the town every night She was right I couldn’t see the light Was forgettin’ when it’s outta mind it’s really outta sight [2nd Verse] I spent the weekend out in Texas don’t remember sleeping Barely breathing Nose was bein’ stuffed with every type of demon Was defeated Liquid IVs They was really needed Dry heaving Forced to spend them nights fiending Time fleeting We had the hoes galore My mans he threw me something small But know I’m greedy find myself indulging up in something more My lady scoring She knew what everything was really hitting for She called my phone The only thing responded is to leave me lone She heard my tone And knew I Wasn’t coming home In an evil zone A labyrinth she never grew to know Putin had the stock market low But still was spending crazy though With no control My mother would go crazy off the dough I’ve blown I keep my secrets in the dark Before they spread like winged hawks Better be smart You know these niggas love to talk Especially to these women Moms told me act different Don’t share your business Only talk to people that could listen [Hook]