Growing Pains

It's 2 a.m.
I can't sleep
The clocks have stopped and left my thoughts alone with me
I think I'll write your apology (now)

I was lying, kept you in the dark
I was hiding, I was playing a part
I made your pain about me that wasn't your fault

The truth is, I'm scared
Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net
It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains

Silence
Surrounding me
Fragments of the person I want to be
It all hits harder when you're not around
I was lying, kept you in the dark
I was hiding, I was playing a part
You've got your demons but that's not my fault

The truth is, I'm scared
Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net
The truth is, I ran
'Cause everything's changing and I don't know who I am
It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains

And all my clothes are scattered on the floor
They're memories of you I can't wear anymore
I want to leave but can't walk out the door
It's supposed to hurt

The truth is, I'm scared
Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net

The truth is, I'm so scared
Both feet off the ledge without a safety net
The truth is, I ran
'Cause everything's changing and I don't know who I am
It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains