Breaking In Reverse

I’m not initiating anything but I won’t stop it if you start
There’s a million black dogs in my head and they’re fighting with my heart
You put your hand upon my shoulder you said you weren’t sure if it was the light
But you told me that I’m beautiful and then you told me that it wasn’t right
Well maybe I’m too quick at replying when you tell me what you’re doing for tea
And I know exactly what I’m doing coz it’s exactly what you’re doing to me
And I told you I’m writing again and you know exactly what it’s about
Two hearts breaking in reverse
Don’t ask me why I’m smiling coz there’s just so much I could say to you
Like there’s a life of wet walking boots ahead if we could just see this bit through
So if I seem a little colder it’s coz I’m terrified of melting away
Before I could serve myself on a platter and all that matters is that judgement day
And it’s too painful going backwards so I’ll invite myself over yours for tea
And you know exactly what I’m doing coz it’s exactly what you’re doing to me
And I told you I’m writing again and you know exactly what it’s about
Two souls aching
Two lips shaking
Two eyes waking
The time it’s taking it’s painstaking
Two hearts breaking in reverse