P4IN

There's a little thing that I saw when I dream
And I know that it's fake, but it's still felt painful
Just a little blink, that is all that I need and I never do sleep
'Cause you know what I came for
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Every day feeling like my last
Pistol in my bag, bang it to the last round
Sipping out the flask
Flicking out the ash
I'm gon' need a last round
I don't got a minute to be basic
I just really wanna know if you're changing
.38 on my waist start hanging
I'm on and, baby, I'm waiting, wasted away
And you ain't never know
I'm waiting, wasting away
And you ain't never know
What? What? Got 'em running out the back door, blocked, we over
Sippin' 120 proof bottles if we're sober
You don't really want to know what I know
If you really want me gone, baby, I'm gone
There's a little thing that I saw when I dream
And I know that it's fake, but it's still felt painful
Just a little blink, that is all that I need, and I never do sleep
'Cause you know what I came for
I'll be stuck inside the moment, I could feel it
Probably numb my spine, I get lonely when I'm lonely
Can you see it?
I'll be out my mind, walking 'round
My eyes fall out my face
This the spirit
This the world with the little sour taste
This that barely ever feeling fucking safe
I don't feel safe still
Real
I've been dreaming so long
I don't care if it's real
That's how I feel (still)
That's how I feel
I mix my nightmares with my daydreams
And I still got blood to spill
Let's be for real (real)