Not Used to Normal

I don't sleep in my own bed often
I'm afraid of home base
I'm more for home runs, no talking, then running away
Your room's spotless top to bottom
No wrinkles in your sheets
The most complicated part of your life is me, oh

My ex predicted that I'd be a mess
He must've been psychic, the nail on the head
I need a psychiatrist, need better friends
'Cause I don't want this to end, no

I'm not used to normal
Forgive me if I go ahead and fuck this up
My default's self-destruct
Oh, I'm not used to normal
So I'd understand if you wanna let me go
'Cause normal's all you know, no?

No-no-no-not used to normal
No-no-no-not used to normal
No-no-no-not used to normal
Not used to normal

My family is nice, but often in crisis
It gets bad all the time
Always a fight in screams or in silence
We cross every line, oh

My ex predicted that I'd be a mess
He must've been psychic, the nail on the head
I need a psychiatrist, need better friends
'Cause I don't want this to end, no

I'm not used to normal
Forgive me if I go ahead and fuck this up
My default's self-destruct
Oh, I'm not used to normal
So I'd understand if you wanna let me go (wanna let me go)
'Cause normal's all you know, no?

No-no-no-not used to normal
No-no-no-not used to normal
No-no-no-not used to normal
Not used to normal