Half Truths

It feels like a game
When things go like today
Wondering which side I'll take
Seems like there's no one driving

I guess the point was missed
I thought that I was fixed
But something broke again
This time I think it shattered

I've got half a mind to lose
(I'm losing, I'm losing)
I've got half a mind to soothe
(Been choosing, accusing)

Lights dim in this dark room
Quick breaths, it'll end soon
Just how many half-truths
Do I have to
Tell myself to get through?

There's so much I wish
A memory I miss
A version of myself
Not lost inside this cavern

I've got half a mind to lose
(I'm losing, I'm losing)
I've got half a mind to soothe
(Been choosing, accusing)

Lights dim in this dark room
Quick breaths, it'll end soon
Just how many half-truths
Do I have to
Tell myself to get through?

I'm in danger and I'm safe
Running fast, standing in place
I'm both things at the same time
And I don't think it's lying
To say half-truths, half-truths
So I have to tell myself to get through

Lights dim in this dark room
Quick breaths, it'll end soon
Just how many half-truths
Do I have to
Tell myself to get through?