The Sun

It was all so blue
Got used to the way I looked wearing a dark mood
And it all felt true
All the shadows and the bad notes I sang for you
Well, you wanted me small
So you could feel like someone at all
And I played along
And normalized telling myself I was wrong

Don't try to tell me how I'm feeling
I'm done playing games that can't be won
Now I'll rewrite what I believe in
I thought I was the light switch you turned on
But I am the sun

Used to just make do
On a steady stream of stress dreams and twisted truths
Now it's all so new
I'm uncomfortable any time I hear good news
I get the ache of healing and the pain of hurting confused, oh

Don't try to tell me how I'm feeling
I'm done playing games that can't be won
Now I'll rewrite what I believe in
I thought I was the light switch you turned on
But I am the sun
I am the sun

Feeling good doesn't feel bad anymore
Feeling good doesn't feel bad anymore
Just like the dawn and all my heart was worth breaking for

Don't try to tell me how I'm feeling
I'm done playing games that can't be won
Now I'll rewrite what I believe in
I thought I was the light switch you turned on
But I am the sun
I am the sun