He's Gone*

Lyrics From Instagram Video

(He's gone, he's gone, from him I'll never learn

Now he's gone, he's gone, from him I'll never learn)

I never, never knew how much work I'd have to do

I never, never thought I'd go bitter from our loss

It's solitary, that's how it's spose to be

I fall and carry myself

'Cause now he's gone, he's gone (I never, never knew), and him I'll always mourn (I never, never knew)

He's gone, he's gone (I never, never knew), and him I'll always mourn (I never, never knew)

Trauma is a bullet that I know will never miss me

But, I gotta hide her, gotta hide her like my mistress

I wanna be like six-foot-ten, air dirty laundry

I wanna be above it all don't stand before me (Ooh-ooh)

Backing up the past I'm like Kehlani at the rave

Can't move on to anything beyond our memory (Ooh-ooh)

You're my east, my north, my south, my purest Sunday's rest

Know you been the side of me I always liked best, but (Ooh-ooh, but he's gone)

I'd never, never do getting in the way of healing you

I never, never thought I'd confess that now

He's gone, he's gone (I never, never knew), and him I'll always mourn (I never, never knew)

He's gone, he's gone (I never, never knew), and him I'll always mourn (I never, never knew)