These Worries (feat. Mary J. Blige)

Yeah, the crazy, the wizard
So much whiskey all in my liver
I really like the punch it delivers
Makes me warm while I high-five sinners

All alone tryin' to hide from the shadows
Ain't no use, it seems everywhere they follow
They know I'm where I be at
Affect my mind, tryin' to get me

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more

Well, it's like that
Beat me up and I fight right back
Poof, poof, be gone
I see the devil linger on

Yeah, stuck in my hell
Lie to my mom and I ain't doin' so well
Lord, let me in
I feel like he's my only friend

Yeah, the Rager, the Menace
Hatin' me now then hate me when I'm winnin'
Worked so hard to not go insane
It's a full time job to not lose my faith

Okay, I been here before
Alone for the umpteenth time or more
I'm tired of motherfuckers sayin' that they worry about me
When in fact they probably never gave a fuck about me

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more

Yeah, life is like that
Beat me up and I'll fight right back
Poof, poof, be gone
I see the devil linger on

Yeah, I don't wanna win
As long as long as I can do the work within
Lord, let me in
I feel like you're my only friend

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more

These worries are heavy
They rest on my shoulders
My pride, it won't let me
Fall victim no more, no more

Yeah, the Rager, the Menace