Self Destruct

[Intro]

I feel like, everybody got a ticking time bomb in 'em

It's only a matter of time...

[Verse 1: King Iso]

They probably think I want attention

But the fact of the matter is that I wish I had a dime I could roll

Fuck it, I'm about to fire me some dro

Like I'm sick in the biz, I'm beefin'

Think I'm 'bout to dive into smoke

I ain't controlling my mind any more

I go MK, fatalities gonna rise with the toll

The homie just hit me up with a zip

He said maybe I wasn't lit enough

But nah my nigga, I'm in the zone

Too many bitches that hide in my phone

Don't know why I be doing it daily when I got wifey at home

Thinking 'bout the past, how they might did me wrong

And I never got better, so fellas I feel alone

Now tell me, who am I to condone?

The hurt that I be causin' to everybody that's riding alone

I'm better off writing alone

I need to be corrected like pennin' my music's righting my wrongs

No one know, but got this 9 to my dome

Like a fitted cap that terry rocking

They steady watching, they hella jocking, Tarrel is hot and

On my momma homie, you will never find a better topic

I'm gettin' top in the yellow drop

And I feel like Freddy, why? Because the bed is rocking, and I bet your betty watching

Sleeping with one eye open counting this fetty, wopping

They don't wanna give a nigga credit like a debit option

I bet your motherfucking head is rocking

I be going serial murderer on the beat with the machete chopping

You think you thugged out?

When you drug out of a drug house, leaking blood out?

Nigga write his rap and I don't give a fuck 'bout whatever he said

I'm knocking everybody out that got a problem with myself because the way that I'm living ain't healthy bruh

I'm falling, can somebody help me up?

Before I explode and I feel myself combust

Before I self destruct

[Chorus: King Iso]

I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt

And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up

This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked

'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)

And ain't nobody that did help me up

'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff

Ain't no one else's help

It's just me, myself and I

And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)

And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest

When I snap I'll react till I'm dead

What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head, getting faded with my lady, just relax in my bed, what I said homie

[Verse 2: Rittz]

So you got to self destruct, I tried suicide once and died

And came back, I'm a ghost of my former myself now

None of my homeboys would help out

I make another Instagram story, recording meltdowns

Violent tirades, lining driveways

Dined divide them white lines and ice trays

Defile with my pace it's dark the blind shades are

Shut the only dripping I'm tripping is my drain

Making it to my veins when my nostril clogged

And the doctor called, said my wife is sick

Deep inside we wishing her condition life or death but it isn't

Tell that motherfucka write the script

I sent the dude a email

Told her not to fuck with the medicine, almost senselessly abused a female

Talking shit in the pharmacy and making me wait

It's your fault, all you had to do was approve the refill

'Cause there's so many wounds that need healed

Abusive future made a move to quit the booze, the zyquil

It finally wore off, I'm broke, I smoke but don't drink

Time to get back introduced to me now

I know no matter what I’ll never have a clean image

I don't ever get a fair shake

Béarnaise sauce on my rare steak with a side of cream spinach

On the stage, bitches scream like they seen Gene Simmons

I'm a bad bitch puller

Fat and ugly as ever but never been afraid to stack big mula

Knocking at your door like a masked intruder

Got your lady role-playing like a Catholic schoolgirl

Electrifying feeling, wish I had this sooner

People think I'm soft since I cleaned up

But I self destructed, saying fuck Rittz

Push your top back in a gladiator G truck

I'm Rittz, bitch!

[Chorus: King Iso]

I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt

And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up

This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked

'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)

And ain't nobody that did help me up

'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff

Ain't no one else's help

It's just me, myself and I

And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)

And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest

When I snap I'll react till I'm dead

What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head, getting faded with my lady, just relax in my bed, what I said homie

[Verse 3: Twista]

Listen to the soliloquy of the trilogy

It'll be iller when you enter the energy, out of your epitome

Out of verbal villain, the killa be like a Wu-

Tang I bang 'em and physically put them in the memory

Blurrin' the flow and I bring it back into focus

I shake it and make it pause

Put it back in motion, attacking 'em like I'm jaws

When I crack 'em open I got it hard, I catch 'em and throw 'em back in the ocean

I’m a fishermen with ambition when I be on a mission I piss a bitch if a nigga forget it, the mere mention of money makin' me want it and then I gotta be on it to get it 'cause I finesse it to get it out of predicament

How could you dance? How could you smile?

How could you party living in horror when you know I’m around? 'Cause I be terrorizing you and your friends like I’m It

'Cause I’m the shit, kicking the style you know I’m a clown I catch you

Every night alone, I ​don’t know right from wrong

All I know is that I gotta kill 'em

When I write a song with the microphone

I’m creeping on 'em like caterpillar

When I catch you off guard

I took a look at the eyes of a nigga that tried to talk hard

To a throw off of the lost gods

I'm a knower of the lost arts

I stall on 'em till they saw sparks

Beat 'em and batter 'em [?] their anatomy fuck up your frequency frequently then I kill 'em with energy

Every bit of me warranted to leave your body tormented, I'm disorientated, thought I was killing the enemy

Then I have to figure out

I was inflicting pain when I felt the touch

Then I realized it was me I was doing it to

This is how the mind can self destruct

Twista

[Chorus: King Iso]

I know the time is ticking while I self corrupt

And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up

This place I really hate it, in my shell I'm tucked

'Cause there's no telling when I'm 'bout to self destruct (before I self destruct)

And ain't nobody that did help me up

'Cause I'm a person who ain't dealt with stuff

Ain't no one else's help

It's just me, myself and I

And when I think about it ain't nobody else but us (Before I self destruct)

And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest

When I snap I'll react till I'm dead

What I need is some weed, then go ask for some head, getting faded with my lady, just relax in my bed, what I said homie