ill

[Verse 1]

Wanna hear something psychotic?

I look at your pictures all the time

You were wearing that dress, I bought it

Blame my sadistic, idle mind

Bet you're on your best behaviour

I remember nights when we were trashed

Never took you for a traitor, turned around and stabbed me in the back

[Pre-Chorus]

I feel like an idiot

Pictures on the internet

The way you're smiling next to him, oh

[Chorus]

I shouldn't look, but I will

It all just makes me ill

I should move on with my life

Swallow the jaggеd-est pill

I shouldn't care, but I do, ah

It should be mе and not you

Guess I'm not over it still

It all just makes me ill

Ill (It all just makes me—)

[Verse 2]

Now I'm seeing you two together

Seems like you're hanging out a lot

Guess he must like you better

And you deserve each other, God

Can't a girl get an explanation?

Scratch that, I don't want to know

Late nights I fight temptation

I know exactly where it goes

[Pre-Chorus]

I feel like an idiot

Sucking on a cigarette

So pathetic, isn't it? Oh

[Chorus]

I shouldn't look, but I will

It all just makes me ill

I should move on with my life

Swallow the jagged-est pill

I shouldn't care, but I do, ah

It should be me and not you

Guess I'm not over it still

It all just makes me ill

Ill (It all just makes me—)

[Bridge]

Well, look at you, you found your match

Your picture-perfect other half

I'm just another artifact, ah

And even though it hurts to watch

It also kinda gets me off

Knowing that I just can't stop

I just can't stop

[Chorus]

I shouldn't look but I will

It all just makes me ill

I should move on with my life

Swallow the jagged-est pill

I shouldn't care, but I do, ah

It should be me and not you

Guess I'm not over it still

It all just makes me ill

Ill (It all just makes me—)

[Outro]

(It all just makes me—)