Make It Out Alive

I lie awake
This feeling's suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
Can't last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
I'd give up these mortal feelings just to silence my head
Ripping my chest open just to try and feel it again
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
'Cause this shit's overwhelming
I'll find no peace in salvation
I'm forced to just wither away
When the pain's just too much to take
And the words are bad to the taste
Please take my hurting
All I can process is pain
Please take this all from me
With all of my love
Is that good enough
Or will it all just be in vain
I lie awake
This feeling's suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
Can't last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
'Cause this shit's overwhelming
I'll find no peace in salvation
Powerless
Suffocating silence
I fight my life to make it out of here alive
Disparity is taking and replacing me
I'll suffocate
Swallow
Feels like glass going down
I see you cold
Soulless
The room begins to crumble and fall
You left me alone with my heart tied down to the floor